Been living more in the present lately. I feel like I’ve really reached a point in my life where I can lay down what’s burdening me for once and it’s made all the difference.
Still, the overall trend seems to be memories coming more frequently of late. I haven’t had a very prolonged lull in a while, though I’ve been expecting (actually, hoping for) another one.
I hope this is it. I need a break. I’m starting to feel normal again and even if I know it’s only until the next bad memory, I’m learning to love how it feels when I don’t have those worries and I can live in the moment. It is useful to know about the very best and very worst a human being can be, but it is taxing to be constantly reminded of that for days or weeks on end.
I need a break. I just hope my mind will give me one.